Let this be a loving reminder That someone is missing today, Someone our hearts still hold on to, As we travel along life's way. Someone who made life so special, for each of us gathered here, Someone who won't be forgotten, But cherished from year to year. And now as we celebrate Christmas, Let us all fondly recall, How dearly each of us loved Baby Joshua And oh...how he loved us all! By: Genie Graveline I don't know what to write to express how empty and sad my heart is today. This is the day that should be so full of happiness, joy, laughter, and cheer...and yet my heart is also filled with grief...because Joshua is not here in my arms. Although our house is stilled filled with the sound of joy and laughter from Brianna and Joseph as they discover Santa's gift under the Christmas tree, there is a sound that is missing...the sound of Joshua crying and laughing. My heart is full of a grief and I'm drowning in tears and heartache because I miss him so much. Joshua would be 1 month and 10 days old today. Our little man should be here with us. He should be laughing and smiling with his brother and sister. There would be so many gifts under the tree for him. This would be his first Christmas. His photo album would be filled with so much pictures of his first Christmas, and would have dressed him in a cute Christmas outfit picked just for this day. For now, I must focus on Brianna and Joseph and make this Christmas another memorable one for them. For now, I will just hold on to the hope that one day, when God finally calls me home, I will see my precious Joshua again. For now, I will have to just keep him in my heart and continue missing you. I love you Joshua!